I'm always in the middle of thoughts where I'm standing still and weighing things right... It isn't easy where somehow in your journey you meet people in your past that reminds you of happy memories, and yet, you'll realize by the moment you look at that person straight from the heart that everything now was acting differently. Everything has already changed as time goes by. Everything was covered by a thick shadow of the past where all you can do is just to look back because all the happy memories has already ended. All my life, I wished for happiness. And yes, I'm happy. GOD didn't fail to grant that simple wish of mine. But somehow, i know... i surely know that there is something that's lacking within the richness of my happiness. And it is... being remembered by the people of my past which somehow became a part of my existence. Six days to go before my 18th birthday fall. I was thinking who to invite since I don't have 'close' friends in the university. I was thinking of my old friends way back in high school. I was thinking, 'what if..' I'll invite all of them. 'What if..' my 18th birthday would be so memorable because my friends made it so special. I missed my friends so much! I missed being with them... building goals and dreams together... sharing happy thoughts together... Now that I'm the middle of changed of mind, i realized how important friends are... I realized how they contributed much in my investments in life. They're like intestines in my stomach, without them, I ached a lot! (** friends, i missed you! )
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